I so need some physical and sexual intimacy but pushed away again. So much in my life is not on my terms whether its home or work.
Need to get my shit together but still don’t know how.
A year or so ago it would have been Jamesons and a shit load of meds. Not now. Just not sure what it is I need to do but struggling on a precipice….
I’m going for a walk. Might be some time…